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Just wow. I really can't believe how much can change in a year. I went back and looked at some of my old writings. Was I really that childish last year? Just wow. It's incredible that I'm stuck in the same situation I was in last year, but with the roles reversed. The difference? I'm trying to be a decent person, unlike the other. I'm trying to hard to treat him kindly, but he makes it incredibly difficult. He drives me insane with his tactics to try to get me back. I'm trying to make it clear to him that it's not going to happen. We're over, and we're staying over. I'm talking to someone else now, and that's just so freeing. He's someone I've been talking to for a while now, but I could never act on it or do much of anything because I was too hung up on Matt for so long. And now I'm free, I'm free to do what and who I want. I feel amazing, and liberated, and like the world is my oyster or whatever. But this euphoria can't last for too long, so I'm holding on to it while it's here.
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: Next To Normal
  • Reading: The Luckiest Girl in the World
  • Watching: House
  • Eating: Ice Cream
  • Drinking: Water

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Lisa Marie
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United States
Five things, that's all you get to know about me, five things. One, I'm ninteen years old, but most days I feel a lot older, I've been forced to grow up faster than most kids. Two, my dream is to play Elphaba in Wicked on Broadway. When I saw the show I decided that I was through accepting limits, and that I would work my ass off until I get the role. Three, I've been hurt way too many times, so I don't trust very easily. I hate when people lie to me to make themselves sound cooler, or to "protect my feelings." I'm a big girl, I don't need to be protected. I think a lot of the reason liars drive me crazy, is because I'm a huge liar, and I'm willing to admit it. Four, I don't really get along with anyone in my family, not my sister, my parents, my cousins, no one. I'm closer with my best friend's family than I am with my own. Five, I'm scared of absolutely everything that could end with me getting injured or in trouble. I like to pretend I'm badass and brave, but, honestly, I'm not even close. There, five things that will hopefully make it harder for you to hate me.

Current Residence: Oz
Favourite genre of music: Broadway
Favourite photographer: My dad
Operating System: Windows
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Shell of choice: Turtle
Skin of choice: Green
Favourite cartoon character: Tinker Bell
Personal Quote: "I don't do drugs, I do performing. It's a natural high."
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*Booky-TrueIdentities Nov 27, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
thanks for the fav!!!!
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Happy Birthday! (:
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